Lyk An Angel

2009-10-27T19:27:00.001+08:00

http://furballfuzz.livejournal.com/ please and thank you!

2009-10-25T20:07:00.002+08:00

sorry! (: i mean, add me as furballfuzz on livejournal! thanks (:

2009-08-07T18:41:00.001+08:00

heh, i've changed to livejournal, add me please! d-etonated (: thanks!

Charlene Riva and Myla Rose

2009-07-24T18:26:00.003+08:00

YAYAYAYAY OMG OMG OMG MIRKA GAVE BIRTH TO TWIN GIRLS~~~ i was checking my fone on the way back from the canteen then i saw joey's msg then i sprinted back to the courts screaming. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH (: yay! voting day was funnnn hahaha we sang a song during the live campaigning thing!! :DD charlene and myla <33 :D yay!! i'm so so so happy ^^ my life has been like crap the past few days- homework, mugging, homework, mugging zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!! ): awwwwwww anyway i hope fed plays in the roger's cup! (: wheeeeeeee~

tag replies.

sachiko: uhhh i know there's steffi ( is that how you spell her name?) idk the rest haha.

choo: yeahhh so whut he's my super best friend (:

;DD

2009-07-21T21:00:00.002+08:00

hahaha yay quadrangle yesterday was AWESOME i tell you. 3 rounds with no timing!! (: and we had fun playing with the juniors tooooowheeee. there's gonna be a partial eclipse tmr! <33 babyfed is due like really soon, but idk when :S eeeeeeeee okay i need to go do work zzzzzzzzz i want 8 august to come QUICK! ): jiayou everyone :D

ahh.

2009-07-17T20:21:00.003+08:00

haven't posted in long time sighz. trg today. aiyah. i hope i hope NYSC<3 trying trying trying so hard. i love you yeeteng/tasha/cheryl. you make school bearable ^^ i love MJ. blocks are coming zzzzzzzzz. haha omr today's chinese sia presentation was hilar. glad it's overrrrrrrrrrrrrr. mmm doing the best i can, just hoping it's enough.

ESPRIT!

2009-07-03T18:20:00.002+08:00

VOTE FOR ESPRIT PEOPLE! (: jamie,cheryl,yixian, cherie :D yaye nysc is the love! (:

2009-06-22T11:55:00.004+08:00

heh WIMBLEDON!! federer plays at 7pm tonight, opening match on centre court! <3 http://www.channelnewsasia.com/singapore to extend hols due to swine flu situation now. but its just a poll, not a vote right? idk :X but really don't wanna get swine flu/ quarantined coz im really sure they don't have cable there. so i can't watch wimby rawr. heh. :D

yayye.

2009-06-19T14:04:00.004+08:00

yayye. federer took a picture of himself on centre court and posted it on fb FOR MEE TEEHEE. rofl. anyway i dreamt that federer signed an auto for me (!!!) just like how i dreamt that i found my geog wb (which i didnt, but eventually finished coz choo scanned in for me <333). heh. and i think i also dreamt about council (!!???) and all the councilors were waiting for me/staring O.O lol crazy dreams. heh. i like sleeping it's like watching a new movie every night coz i always dream :D oh and nadal doesn't look like he's in good shape :\ lost the exo to hewitt on thurs D: wimby's starting next week YAY. (: can't wait to watch tennis LIVE instead of replays everyday D: i've just realised that the atp rankings are super complex. points will drop or sth D: rawr. trg resumes next week, i hope i can still run D: reading romeo and juliet :D that's my last piece of hw i think. :D

okay byebye<33

back ;DD

2009-06-18T20:12:00.002+08:00

came back from kl ytd :D had an awesome time! went to genting (again) and this rabbit park (again) but it was real fun :P teeheee. thanks choochoo for scanning in the geog wb for me :P heee. wimbledon starts on monday!! (: since the matches start at 1pm and 2pm on final days (i think), they'll be shown at around 8pm singapore time since s'pore is 7h ahead of london. rawr so late :\ gah. the tennis gathering is officially non-existent since we don't have a venue D: rawr. larisa HELP!

SOT!

2009-06-13T20:42:00.003+08:00

rarh. anyway SOT was awesome today! (: mark kon was noisy :\ haha. i like WOOF BALLS. the huge transparent kind where you can go inside (: today we went to the pat's schoolhouse carnival thing coz my bro's kindergarten teacher asked him to go~ anyway the WOOF BALLS are fab. people were inside and the WOOF BALLS were floating on the water ;DD coolio! ahha. FEDERER. ON FRONT COVER. NEED TO BUY SPORTS ILLUSTRATED. RAWR. and then learning lab ;DD

rarh. was watching the wimbledon official film which included footage of becker and lendl during the finals of dk what year can't rmb :\ anyway i think i prefer modern tennis. coz last time it was serve and volley and that's all they did :\ anyway they didn't have federer so WHAT WOULD I BE WATCHING TENNIS FOR. teehee.

GREENTEA

2009-06-12T17:21:00.003+08:00

yaye math sia is done! ;DD haha coz of my awesome painty markers =D wheeeeeee. was rewatching fed's match with acasuso. watching again. i love fed's smashes (: jolyn's back from obs and i'm drinking greentea<3 when is gao gonna be back! D: i hope she went to basel or something ^^ starting SOT tmrw ;DD

no.1 (:

2009-06-12T11:35:00.003+08:00

i just discovered that if federer wins wimbledon and nadal loses BEFORE the semis, then federer will regain his no.1 ranking on july 6 ;DDDD ahha. yayye. fennie and the others are coming to do math sia later D: rarh sia. anyway i'm planning to catch spirit of a champion later (:

longgggggg.

2009-06-11T19:21:00.003+08:00

haven't been posting :D teehee. anyway fed withdrew from halle and i'm currently suffering from a severe case of 2-weeks-to-fed-playing-at-wimby-depression D: i seriously LOVE the new ads by nike and netjets (: about the roger federer equation rofl! and netjets congratulating him on his 14th slam. haha lost for spex. there wasn't any rhythm at all D: and i double-faulted like a million times. couldn't get the serve going. nevermind sept then. when iffie and gao and jp and mandy and gwen and shanna play. ^^ dad's in indianapolis now i'm begging him to buy me a feder-bear. fed's gonna be featured on the cover of SPORTS ILLUSTRATED JUNE 15 09 ISSUE. i dont even know if it's sold in s'pore D: roar. federer the GOAT! greatest of all time <33 i'm going crazy. federer needs an autobiography. when i went out with the JTCY gang on monday we went to cineleisure to watch DANCE, SUBARU! (awesome movie and not coz of the dbsk part :D) plus take neoprints and later headed to vivo, i scurried to PAGEONE to search for his auto. ONLY FOUND ANDY MURRAY'S (currently reading)and NADAL'S. D: anyway i'm heading to borders soon to grab a copy of strokes of genius which is about last year's federer/nadal wimbledon final match. i didn't watch it last year(stupid me) but all i know is that FEDERER LOST. why am i even going to read a book about federer losing? D: roar. insane. going bonkers. i joined a million federer fb groups today ^^ yayye. ahhah. oh oh oh!

i love liz's mini twitter! (: about federer winning the french open<3 so i shall try it too. at wimby. which doesn't start anytime soon! the wimbledon final's on 5 june sunday. federer's gonna be there (: anyway i'll just do it for any match i come across. i think murray will win queen's club and djokovic gerry weber. (:

facebook is seriously addictive.

french open :D

2009-06-07T23:44:00.001+08:00

FEDERER WON THE FRENCH OPEN!! ;DDDDDDDDDDDD

2009-06-06T22:32:00.001+08:00

rarh SAFINA DOUBLEFAULTED ON MATCH POINT D: oh man. oh man. she lost. crap. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh D< she was tearing D< roar this is horrible.

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2009-06-06T11:09:00.002+08:00

i think i'm gonna collapse anyday soon. last night (well, this morning) i stayed up till 2.30am to watch federer play. and that was after i came home from a wedidng dinner at 11.45. now i feel so tired :\ haha but it was worth it~ :D wheeeeeeee` safina's playing in the final day, i hope she wins her 1st grand slam title (:

go federer and safina <33

2009-06-04T20:04:00.001+08:00

i feel weird today :|

tag replies

2009-06-04T19:12:00.002+08:00

liyi` the acelearning stuff D<

denise` haha lawls i know! (: but i think it's awesome (:

lix` but we both know that federer's gonna do his best to reach the finals xD i'm not gonna jinx him so we'll just wait for the outcome on sunday (:

semi-finals up next!

2009-06-04T11:19:00.002+08:00

haha wheeee` federer beat monfils in straight sets so he'll play del potro next in the semis. i was freaking out at break point 4-4 in the 3rd set :\ but fed managed to grab it, then he went on to serve for the match (: which he won (: safina plays cibulkova at 8pm tonight~

i have this funny feeling that soderling will reach the rg finals. hmm.

wheee.

2009-06-03T12:39:00.001+08:00

got rid of pesky math homework (: so now just need to finish the chinese sia. shall spend whole day writing then reward myself with a federer/monfils match at 10pm. federer ftw♥

holidays, day 3

2009-06-03T10:04:00.002+08:00

oh man the holidays are so draggy D< i seriously want to go back to school already. I MISS THE TENNIS COURTS! yayyy there's trg on friday. arm's better ^^ safina was absolutely impressive last night (: she beat azarenka 1-6, 6-4, 6-2 (: OH and byebye murray~ gonzalez beat him too. but sharapova's out roar D< federer's playing monfils at 10pm tonight oh man. rarhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

:D

2009-06-02T22:30:00.000+08:00

safina won in three sets (: if sharapova wins she'll meet safina O: oh man i don't want that to happen... i hope gonzalez knocks out murray. federer doesn't have any fear of gonzo. (:

names (:

2009-06-02T19:03:00.001+08:00

btw i just changed my name on fb to Jamie Seah Federer whoooohoooooo. and federer is downright adorable.

yuemin's house

2009-06-02T14:54:00.001+08:00

hahaha we just stuffed ourselves with loads of fries (: lingting and yuemin had a chili fight. coz we were given 15 packets of chili and we only used one so they started throwing the packets at each other O: oh man it was so chaotic :D now we're trying to guess somebody's name whom we suspect is related to yuemin in some weird way :P hahahahahaha. i was trying to change my name to jamie federer on facebook but then they gave me a list of rules to read like celebrity names, nicknames are not allowed. anyway i sent my request already it takes 24h to approve :\ haha i hope they'll approve~

arm still hurts. cannot hold heavy things and it hurts when i turn it in an upwards way. rarh. mmm safina's playing later :D yay.

- screaming and shrieking in the background - everyone is going crazy. except me :D

OKAY BYEBYE. ;D

holidays, day 2

2009-06-02T09:55:00.002+08:00

uhm i think i sprained my arm :\ oh man. anyway. the lee kuan yew group's meeting at 1pm later to discuss our awesome proposal!! (: wheee~ ohhhhhhhhhhh now my hand is sprained D< crap.

let's see. i have audrey's/ jolyn's/ justina's/ denise's/ ahma's letters to reply. and jolyn's mug. moooooo <3

and. and. and. my brain isn't functioning at all. anw i love this skin (: ahha. federer ftw!~~~

FEDERER

2009-06-01T21:37:00.001+08:00

you are one awesome guy federer. he beat haas. :D

holiday trg, day 1

2009-06-01T18:43:00.005+08:00

I BROKE MY RACKET STRINGS TODAY!/ burst them.

bad news, i need to make a trip to queensway to restring my racket.

anyway i tripped and fell while doing quadrangle (just the first flight of stairs) and ended up having a bandage over my knee. there are like two parallel cuts on it .__.

and trg was AWESOME! i got my forehand back coz we did crosscourt forehand drills. oh i suck at smashing. i was swinging it down then suddenly the ball disappeared. guess where it went? stuck in the middle of my racket O: omg i was laughing my head off! haha serve's back too (:

and then while we were rallying during the last half an hour, i felt irritated that my arm was so ache-y that i couldn't hit properly. so i started whacking the ball (but still getting the ball in) and i burst the strings... rarh.

i love my nytennis team <3

FED'S PLAYING NOW (: haha yay. man nadal is out djokovic is out and federer will beat soderling if sod gets to finals. awesome.

and i found this retarded picture of myself on facebook. hannah tagged me in it :P from last year (:

what a funny weirdy day. oh and i discovered some... not very good things about someone... ): dawwwww.

ily jolyn ^^

NADAL

2009-06-01T08:13:00.002+08:00

guess what people? rafael nadal has been beaten by robin soderling, the no. 23 seed.
AWESOME. now we all know who's a likely contender for the title now that nadal is out. it's....... FEDERER! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

ahaha. yay. but murray's still going strong. so we'll just have to wait and see. fed is playing today at about 7pm. (:

taggy replies:

dee` haha i know it's so cool right xD

tricia` heyy. and i'm sorry djokovic lost. ):

lix` yay GO FEDERER. (:

dear person

2009-05-31T15:53:00.001+08:00

dear person, I (am)

abhor, abominate, allergic to, anathematize, be disgusted with, be hostile to, be loath, be reluctant, be repelled by, be sick of, be sorry, bear a grudge against, can't stand, contemn, curse, deprecate, deride, despise, detest, disapprove, disdain, disfavor, disparage, down on, execrate, feel malice to, have an aversion to, have enough of, have no use for, loathe, look down on, nauseate*, not care for, object to, recoil from, scorn, shudder at, shun, spit upon, spurn

you.

yours,

jamiefederer

dear person

2009-05-31T15:37:00.001+08:00

dear person,

i am not fooling myself because i am clearly aware of what i am thinking. i don't lie to you or myself so believe what i say. just believe me.

yours,

jamiefederer

2009-05-31T15:11:00.003+08:00

i found this on http://www.gototennisblog.com/2009/05/30/french-open-shocker-roger-federer-shirtless/ O: omg. whee~

did underspin backhand today during trg. wrist felt like snapping.

djokovic's out of french open, but you have to admit it: that makes federer's path ot the final MUCH easier. so. yeah. (:

oh man i'll only see her during the last week of trg. better get started on the inspirational quotes ;D ahaha.

tag replies:

jolyn` you can buy me one bottle and give it to me during trg ^^

staying alive`

2009-05-31T02:10:00.004+08:00

that which does not kill me makes me stronger (:

today (well yesterday) was rather... uneventful on the outside. but i made a few discoveries and realised that i love her more than i ever have. i cheered her up and it made me really glad. she deserves to be happy.

and again i get that deja vu feeling. i know how to solve this problem but i need time.

i've lost a couple of things but gained so much more that i'm starting to think, maybe it's all worth the while. all the sacrifice won't have gone to waste. and although not all targets have been met, i'll continue to put in my best. i'm not going to dwell on the past, i'll concentrate on improving the present ;D

FEDERER WON! (: he just concluded his match. thought it wasn't his best performance, im real glad he's through to the fourth round (: haha yayys.

have private trg later today ;D i shall go sleep now. oh i see djokovic on tv, he's being interviewed about his loss >< can't really hear anything coz i've turned down the volume.

well, i'm pretty much staying alive.

another day, another fight.

2009-05-29T22:46:00.002+08:00

i don't know what to say. i don't know what to do. i want to help so badly it hurts, but i've promised not to care anymore. i know you want to leave and go somewhere far away from here, but i'll miss you too much. don't be sad. don't cry. that's all i can do, and it's never enough.

it's just so hard.

2009-05-29T19:27:00.002+08:00

post 100! (: ahhaha. we had trg today! qisan and i won both matches that we played (: whee~ had to bring back two plants .____. the one we made today was so heavy i put so much soil and the pot was terracota ): so i asked jolyn if she could bring back the other one ;D she agreed<33

OMG YOU KNOW I WATCHED FEDERER'S MATCH YTD, I HAD A HEART ATTACK in the tiebreak. i watched a bit of the 2nd set which he lost, then once he was 5-1 down in the 3rd i switched to korean drama o: COULDN'T TAKE IT. oh and we had to postpone our discussion for student leadership grp task to today's break. OH WE GOT 11/15 (: highest, and cheryl ho's group scored that too ^^ awwwwwwww lee kuan yew rocks! (the name of our grp ^^)

anw, i had a headache coz of him .___. then every 10min i switched back. he gained back more games till 6 all tiebreak. and i didn't watch again. when i switched back he won, and everything went smoothly from there (: i loved the last game he served so well ^^ yays

ahha. sharapova's playing but probably early early early in the morning. ): meet the parents session tmrw, getting back report books ._____. rarh.

and and huey teng asked when the gathering was gonna be coz she wanted to go ^^ but we're facing some difficulties because apparently nobody wants to.... yeah. so i don't know what i'm going to do :\ qisan help~

sabbaticals are finally over! student leadership is tiring and bonsai requires you to touch stuff that aren't really nice to touch :\ ahaha. :D yay.

audrey replied! (:

2009-05-28T16:04:00.003+08:00

(pic from mariasharapova.com)

ooooooooh sharapova beat petrova! ^^ i watched until 11 plus last night .___. bonsai was exhuasting, student leadership was exhuasting. and good news, federer is playing the 2nd match of the day at around 7pm ;DD haha AWESOME.

2009-05-27T22:13:00.002+08:00

you know many people read blogs but don't tag ): that's so sad. ): hahah but then sometimes i stalk people's blogs too~ -ssshhh~!- grh sharapova needs to thrash petrova. ^^ comeoncomeon~

a rollercoaster of emotions~

2009-05-27T21:58:00.002+08:00

green tea is 1.50 a bottle at cold storage?! i've been cheated of my money by the drinks stall ): aiyo. ): sigh. student leadership was okay i guess. we're going to a nursery to select our plants for our own bonsai! (: yayyyyyy. HAHA. sabbats are halfway over.... i'm gonna be facilitator for tmrw^^ i just finished cathy's letter i'm so proud of myself! ^^ HAHA. write me more letters people~

lucky?

2009-05-27T15:17:00.000+08:00

i think i can consider myself pretty lucky, in a way. i don't have to be worried about her problems, i don't need to care anymore. i've never realised it before, but talking to her has affected my emotions drastically and it's really taking its toll on me. (: now that she has her, well, it's up to her to decide what to do then. (: i'll still have my letters, and i'll still have some part of her.

2009-05-26T22:25:00.001+08:00

my life is over. ): at least that part of it.

2009-05-26T21:13:00.002+08:00

oh man life sucks. not in the results way. but. yeah. you won't understand? i've been trying so hard, so hard to understand. to help. to make a difference. and this is all you can say to me? don't you think you've gone overboard? it's just so hard. i'm trying, trying my best, but someone's better than me at this game, and i'm failing, failing. all this time i've been at the edge, trying so hard not to break. but with one sentence it's all gone. you don't appreciate, you don't reciprocate, you don't try to understand. stop lying. you're the only one that i can trust, and now even you are breaking that trust.

you should never have said that.

(:

2009-05-26T15:20:00.002+08:00

ooh got back ca1 results today (: pretty satisfied. i'm super lucky coz for chinese i got 69 but its rounded off to 70=a2 ;D hahahahaha okay. federer won yesterday ^^

nicole!

2009-05-25T19:04:00.002+08:00

oh man. you know san and i were on 66 right, going home. the bus stopped at the stop just after the entrance to ghim mon/ 6th ave. uhuh then we saw nicole at the bus stop~ we were looking to see if she would notice us, then just as the bus was leaving she turned and and we smiled and she smiled and you get the idea.

well, since we are really really unfortunate people ( well me, coz i don't have a direct bus back >< ) we stopped at the bus stop ouside erh shell petrol kiosk, the stop right after kap. i was thinking which bus nicole would be taking, since people only stop there to change to buses that came out of 6th ave. i was thinking, 970? which i take to the back of my condo. BUT, THAT'S IMPOSSIBLE COZ I'VE BEEN ALTERNATING BETWEEN 985 AND 970 AND I'VE NEVER SEEN HER.

so 985 comes, and its packed full with ppl and i decide to wait for 970. qisan's 184 comes and she leaves. 970 comes. i get up the bus, there's an empty seat, and i sit down. a few moments later i look around and -insertsomemagicwordhere- NICOLE IS SITTING DIAGONALLY OPPOSITE ME O: i am super shocked. really.

then the bus goes and goes and i pretend to be sleeping and looking out the window when what i am doing really, is frantically smsing qisan.

then about one stop before mine i prepare to leave. i turn my head in her direction and she smiles at me, kinda waving AND OH MY GOD SHE IS UBER CUTE MAN! 'course i wave back and smile ^^

as i prepare to stand up and walk to the exit i turn around again and smile/ wave and she smiles back/ waves back in this undescribable way.

LIFE IS SERIOUSLY UNPREDICTABLE. and nicole is, really cute. (:

oh btw, ~~budsey~~.

2009-05-24T12:54:00.001+08:00

man. bio sia i am going to finish you off. BYEBYE.

openhouse~~

2009-05-23T12:19:00.002+08:00

uh today was okay. but blistering hot O: arrived at ny at about 7.15? ate my macs then met audrey who came by bus;D the rest of the time was mostly roaming around the school asking people to go try out, and sitting on the courts watching the seniors and p6s play. though we played some tennis too ;D

D: bio sia.

yayyyyyyyy.

2009-05-22T14:24:00.002+08:00

drama- over. bio pop quiz- over. ^^

and there's trg later! federer played an exo last night i think. i'm going home later to see if they will replay the match (: it's the last few minutes of OFFICIAL SCHOOL LESSONS and then we're released! sabbats don't count coz they're fun (: bonsai! and i don't think i need to go for french next week coz i was the first to do oral on wed. HAHA YAY.

did recess patrol for council today :/ we caught a sec1 girl during recess and sec2 girl ( someone i know O: ) during lunch. then nysl gm afterwards. today has been great! (: .________. i need to lug 34 bio files to ms ye's pigeonhole later O: oh no. ain't my federer picture awesome! (: the only foto that i've posted coz it's so awesome. OPEN HOUSE IS TMRW!! (: yay! though i won't be helping out as a psl, i'll be doing my part for my cca! (: hope loads and loads of nicenice juniors come!

still writing in italics (: cooooooolio. wheeeeeeeeee. was singing staying alive in class today coz i'm so happy and high! (: I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE WE DID SO WELL FOR FPS! (: my group is awesome awesome AWESOME!

word of the day- AWESOME ;D

bof is so ytd tasha wie -.- all of us watched it centuries ago. hahaaaaaaaaaaaa.

bell just rang (: byes.

fps!

2009-05-21T14:46:00.002+08:00

we did it. WE DID IT! ;D i can't believe that we got that result for fps. i failed mine last year, and now... (: the person that i have to thank is sara, she's the most dedicated member of our group (:

yes eunicephua, didn't forget you .______. haha.

whooooooooooooooooooooooooooo we didn't screw up underlying! (: YAY.

i hope we can qualify for the qualifying round, it'll be a great experience!

haha.

FPS!

2009-05-21T09:34:00.003+08:00

let's all type in italics. hmm. it's the penultimate day of the week and i can't wait for saturday ;D i shall go in the morning for tennis i guess. originally i decided 12-2, but well. yeah. anyway i'm trying to gather who wants to go for tennis gathering but so far (seniors) only some people replied D: dawwwwwww. and roland garros. federer cannot lose like he did in AO D:

i've just realised that you're never the lucky one in life. always watching from the sidelines, hoping. but it's never you, and you have to accept the truth. it's a pity isn't it? you hope for something so badly, you think you have it but in reality, you don't. it comes as a shock at first, but what hurts you most is that there's someone out there who has taken your place. it hurts so badly.

but as time passes you are oblivious to it. the pain is numb, but still there.

restaturant city is cool! (: keeps my mind of things. maybe i should fire that staff member.

zzz still have zuowen to do ):

i don't know what i'm crapping man D: jolyn is awesome. sorry highsong. i know i always talk about it and it bores you.

je ne sais pas.

O: mr lim is leaving! D: he's posted to the art branch in moe. awwww.

mac lab<3

2009-05-20T19:56:00.001+08:00

FRENCH IS OVER (: eh you know today we started french oral after the controle and i was first coz they started from the middle! O: everyone was like, YESYES when the teacher asked if he could start the oral from the middle O: lol. didnt even study but it turned out fine i think (: phew.

:D now the only thing that's a thorn in my side is dramaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

ROLAND GARROS STARTS ON SATURDAY~

CSM was cool~ cheered like mad ^^ don't think i'll get into council but i still love to cheer :D hahahahahaaaaaaaaaa.

i admit i'm a failure stalker. (:

federer.

2009-05-18T18:36:00.000+08:00

federer won. awesome. (: i think that sums it up. federer is extraordinary.

2009-05-17T09:36:00.001+08:00

O: fed's into finals. safina too. i'm over the moon (:

hahahaha xDDDDDDDD YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY. federererereererererereeeeeerererer. <33333333333333333333333333333333333

bugsy.

2009-05-12T17:25:00.003+08:00

i just realised i still have that irrational fear of budsey. (or bugsbunny -.- or BUGSY.) HAHA cos i made liyi give her the money on my behalf ): i think im very lame. ):

and people's coms are full of viruses their coms are trying to seduce me by sending me virus-filled sites .__.

went for heats just now, i like didnt do a single thing, because for the majority of the heats which were hurdles, the teacher assigned everyone (all the sec1s) EXCEPT ME. speechless. then for the rest which were really little the person in charge helped so ESSENTIALLY I HARDLY HELPED AT ALL SIGH.

french! >< aiyah the exam and oral are next week im so gonna die. the term is ending soon (the semester) and once sem2 is over budsey will be gone and i wont ever see her again except during CNY ):

it's monday (:

2009-05-11T21:36:00.002+08:00

tuesday tmrw. wednesday the day after ;DDDD the 2nd round of the madrid masters starts on wed at 6pm <3 i hope i can catch fed's match!

spent the whole evening doing drama, science and french. i shall submit the story to zhanglaoshi tmrw (: i have to get good marks if not i'll go after him and claim more :D ohohoh. the UNSW science quiz is tmrw and i just realised only -.-

sigh. okay. anw open house is coming up real soon! (: for some reason i'm looking forward to all things tennisy (: last year i didnt go i cant remember why ):

you know i have a whole list of things i regret doing ):

1. watching the diff countries march in during olympics and missing switzerland when federer was walking in ): i waited for like over 100 countries to see singapore -.-

2. missing wimbledon and us open! last year i watched like random people play and i totally missed the two best finals ):

3. missing the mens doubles finals for olympics! ): ): gah.

sigh. gaoge yes i know im crazy. obsessed yadda yadda. (: but at least i want to marry federer okay! and you keep reminding me of her -.-

nights (:

insanse O:

2009-05-11T10:10:00.003+08:00

i think i've really lost my mind! O:

anyway jtcy outing is cancelled.

i went crazy yesterday. sorry budsey and gaoge O:

i need to see a psychologist! O: hahahahahaha. okay. shall study today ;DD

shannon&liyi, you guys are weird! ;DDDDDDDDDDD

i can't post long and emo posts, if that's what you're looking for, then sorry to disappoint ya :D

O;

2009-05-10T21:45:00.002+08:00

O: i just read the dbny blog and i am drowning in dbsk things O: i don't understand anything. OH WELL i should just stick to FEDERER, BUDSEY, SAFINA AND 郭靖<333333 (: i feel super sian.

there's supposed to be a jtcy outing tmrw but i dont feel like going O: the madrid masters start i think next week but i dont even care O: what is happening to me!

sighsighsigh! federer's going to retire soon and i feel really sad ):
!!!!! I HATE PROCRASTINATION. i hate slacking. i hate the computer GO AWAY. i hate uhhh my lack of self-discipline. BYEBYE I AM GOING TO NOT GO ONLINE ANYMORE (:

budsey help me. you don't go online at all so help me.

2009-05-10T07:55:00.002+08:00

quick post- need to head downstairs for breakfast (:

sakae was weird coz they changed it to this high class menu with foie gras and stuff and everything was super expensive -.-

wanted to get ben and jerry's around the hotel but when we got back it was closed ):

and i realised that if budsey is going to read my story she'll understand everything because loads of them ARE REAL STUFF. ZOMG WHAT AM I THINKING?! ><

hello shannon! :D

2009-05-09T17:04:00.003+08:00

zomg shannon and the ex-205 gang are here for gathering at sentosa! ;DDDD i met them just now at the hotel(: i played table tennis with shannon, she's not bad! <333333 hahaha.

so cool. anyway. tricia gave me a video of emo quotes which i can use in my story<3
thanks tricia! (:

we're having dinner at sakae later i think. and the luge<33333

excessive posting. hmm. well maybe because im really bored with nothing to do. haha. oh yeah. SAFINA~ she beat venus williams O; i'm real happy for her! (: she played really well~

2009-05-09T12:56:00.000+08:00

oh my god. i'm done.

2009-05-09T12:30:00.002+08:00

I'm almost done ;DDDD zomg so proud myself considering i'm like super lousy at chinese ;D hahahahahah YAY, but i can't post it here ;D it's really cool how life experiences can influence your writing :D then i'm glad i experienced it ;D HMM WHAT SHOULD I NAME THE STORY. any suggestions? its real emo (:

my story!

2009-05-09T10:34:00.003+08:00

I'm just over the 1,500 word limit now ;D still at like the developing stages of the story (: it feels weird to type it out in chinese, and like write everything down, because. well yeah. i dont think anyone knows what i'm talking about, 'cept gaoge ;D but anyway, do i have to seek her permission ah gaoge? idk. is it like copyrighted/ have to seek consent from the other party then can write? but it's all different names already. i hope it should be alright larh. (: i'm already immune to what happened, she should be fine with this i guess.

time really heals all wounds. real painful ones, connected to those unhappy memories which seem like a thing of the past now. (: i'm glad it's all over.

i still have the newspaper review thing to do ): yucks.

shall blog again later at sentosa if i have the time ;D

GAOGE

2009-05-08T20:05:00.002+08:00

hello gaoge when you see this you better tag! (: YOU ARE FULL OF INFORMATION THAT I WANT SO TELL ME STUFF THAT I WANT TO KNOW HAHA.

HAPPY b. BIRTHDAY TRICIA! (:

2009-05-08T19:01:00.003+08:00

HAPPY b. BIRTHDAY TRICIA! (:

grhh we got back math today. 2 marks deducted coz i used pencil to write out the solutions to the simultaneous eqns, another 2 for wrong presentation for simult enqs O.o and the last one i feel like killing myself. i knew that we had to extract the common factor out after you factorise the quad eqn BUT I DIDNT so byebye 2 marks gone. ): ): ):

sigh. okay. drama was as usual. huimin drew lots for us and sixian and i are presenting last on the last day. idk if it's a good thing or not :/

trg was FUN(: we just ran 5 rounds around the court then we started rallying. zhiyi came ;D then much later the rest all came with TRICIA'S NICENICE ICECREAM CAKE. we sang the birthday song for her ;DDDDDDD

we continued our match (san+i vs iffie+becca) till 2 all, tie break 2-3 then coach k asked us to vacate the court for the sec3s/4s to play a match.

awww i still remember that either zhiyi/mun hit the ball out, then audrey pointed her finger up and posed like a rockstar ;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

we went to seven11 to get slurpees! (: cant wait for tmrw :D SENTOSA <3

i have to do my chinese SIA ): AHHAHAHA but my idea is super cool<3 ORIGINAL~~~ noone will every guess what it's about. (: main characters are two girls. HAHAHAHAHAHA highhighhigh~~~~ think hard about stuff close to my heart and you'll get it soon enough ;D P.S. federer is NOT a girl so it's not about federer.

BS <3

another bad day.

2009-05-07T11:34:00.004+08:00

apparently, my decision to not go for physio was a really really bad decision. i woke up with a headache and like pain at my knee and hip joint. then i go for 2.4km and achieve a sucky timing, nearly missing A and jolyn comes and ruins my day even more. THANKS A LOT JOLYN.

sorry tricia! ;X for the skirt thing :X there's psl trg session during lunch which means I cant finish my compo! ):

i shall go get an mc or something. i dont think i can run tmrw. ): everynight when i sleep i can crack my hip joint O.o i'll have to see jolyn there!! >< sigh.

fed's training hard for the madrid masters(: here are some nice pics of him <3
http://www.gototennisblog.com/2009/05/06/roger-federer-trains-for-madrid-in-zurich/

i have a dentist's appointment later after school :/ i don't like to go to the dentist, it totally creeps me out.

we're having a hard time doing the underlying problem ): we have to continue fps for quite long i think. we're getting the results of the timed trial back the week after next! :X i hope we do well~

budsey <3

budsey <3

budsey <3

DEAD.

2009-05-06T21:36:00.003+08:00

today's french class was the most tiring class i had ever been too. most of the class were half-dead, but the good thing was that time flew past real fast ;D we took our TEMPERATURE before class started O.o controle2 and oral are the week after next :X

i had a terrible nightmare about TRICIACHIU ytd. and i sprained my neck in my sleep. rarh. i am utterly traumatized. i have been dreaming consecutively for like 3nights! O; sunday it was about budsey, monday it was about jolyn and yesterday about TRICIA. >< i need to sleep, but i think dreams are FUN! ;DDDDDDD

we did our LA SIA vids today. filmed outside comlab3 (: i was to be the negro who wanted to avoid the camera O.o so i was wearing the tennis pullover and talking to the wall and the hoodie was covering my head. after the "ask his wife, ask his children" part i ran away :)))))))) i am going to embarrass myself when the class watches it :X

i cannot accept that we are doing 作文 tmrw PLUS our 2.4km run >< i am going to die. well, we got back all the results except math ^^

i owe a lot of people letters :X joey, yeeying, chloe. oh hahaha i replied most of them already. i am staying at sentosa on saturday night ;D no learning lab class coz its vesak day! (: monday's a school holiday too <3

i shall try to change my theme a little for chinese SIA so i can write about federer (: maybe about him being emotional and crying or throwing his racket or sth (: i bet 张老师 won't have a clue about what im talking about (:

i have an enexplainable desire to spam liyi's blog and fill it with tags (:

2009-05-05T18:52:00.002+08:00

i feel kiddish again so i changed to a kiddish blogskin ;D zomg fed's match with djokovic is replaying now :X i didnt watch it, and i was right to. coz he totally screwed it :X and it pains me to watch fed play like that >< im in LOVE with the "how well do you know me" quizzes on facebook! <33 i cheated gaoge's feelings (: she failed my quizzes (:

we got back chinese today 77.5 ;DDDD A2! i got like b4 last year! so im real happy (:
gaogegaogegaoge <3 you drive me up the wall!

was timekeeper at heats today. amanda was 3rd for 1500m whooo~

math was quite okay i think (: i couldnt do the bonus question -.- finally all the blocks are over ;D ROGER'S SUFFERING FROM THE THREE SET SICKNESS!

2009-05-04T12:16:00.002+08:00

grrhhhhh. i hate my lang arts marks. so freaking low >< aiyah. we're getting back chinese and history i think tmrw :X gonna work extremely hard for blocktest2 ;DDDDD the thought of that cheers me up ;DDDDDDD and NO YEETENG I WONT GIVE YOU THE COM BACK. YOU CAN GO FIX MINE xD

2009-04-24T19:31:00.003+08:00

tasha>(: my fone probably or you're colour-blind!
tricia>coz you're niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

B DIV TRG ROCKS. we played doubles! (: lost to gao+cry with san, won with becky againt san+cry. :DDDDDDDDDD coach k is real nice(: hahaha he said we played well today. looking forward to friday again! fps timed trial is tmrw >< hahah council interviews are over. teacher's one fairly good, seniors one RARRRRRRRRRRRRH. so totally not gonna get in la. run for exco then! <333333 PSL! AND ART WAS FUN, photography! WE TOOK PICTURES OF US- JTCY<333333 tasha posted them on fb, so far i've commented like 17 times! (: they are really really nice<3333333333

2009-04-21T13:02:00.002+08:00

we are in the com lab again -.- im getting really sick of this routine you know. though its better than staying in class, but... i feel as though my brain is all mush and cold cereal. urgh.

reading keeps me alive ^^ the internet holds nothing in store for me until next monday when rome starts and federer can start playing again. till then, there is going to be nothing to watch on tv.

the interview is on THURSDAY. zomg. i am so gonna freak okay. i CANNOT speak in chinese for an interview. and i seriously dont get how you can speak in BOTH ENGLISH AND CHINESE IN THE SAME INTRO AND IN 45 SECS. or one minute. thats uber short, i doubt i can even say anything that will leave a good impression in less than a minute. i think i shall visit the sec2s duirng trg after the teachers interview(: slack for 2h then go to the rock wall for the seniors one :X :X :X :X :X :X :X

frayed nerves, mushed brain. rarh. i need the interview to pass QUICKLY if not i wont be able to do anything constructive HAHA. i just searched for tennis stuff and youtube and found that there's wheelchair tennis! they allow TWO BOUNCES ZOMG. and its really cool~~~~~~ and the serve is just a motion of the hand! lols. it would be so cool to try! (: then wont have to run for hard shots coz the ball can bounce two times(: hahahahahahahaha.

ahhh my whole body aches from quadrangle idk why. my calves are sore >< there's PETIT TEST I HAVE TO STUDY TODAY AND MR CHOW AINT HERE YET.

glad i can go home early today(:

i shall go read brisingr now(:

2009-04-20T18:58:00.002+08:00

reply to tags! [selected few coz im too lazy :P]

delia>that's TASHA'S steal hers!! <333

denise>hahaha okay hope you get yours soon! <3

ahhh both teachers and seniors interviews for council are on THURSDAY. ZOMG. ONE AFTER ANOTHER. hahaha at least can get it over and done with. choo has hers today O: and shannon said there were 7councilors! O: so many. aiyos.

trg ROCKED TODAY. someone asked to reduce quad rounds and we only did 3!<3333 yay. then skipping. then gaogelarisasan and i rallied<33 we did like forehand and backhand drills too. OKAY NOW COMES FOR THE FUN PART. we practised serve for a while then larisa came up to the service line and was volleying all our serves back. soon i stopped and just hit the ball to her to volley and smash(: dawww it was fun.

sigh. i want thursday to come quick!!!! oh and there's petit test on wednesday -.-

2009-04-19T11:57:00.003+08:00

(: MASS LAPTOP GATHERING! whooots~ tasha, cherylchoo and tengteng are here xD and we all have our laptops. as seen from the above pictures^^

we're supposed to be doing LA RAFT(: finally connected all their laptops to my home internet connection. its super complicated okay. ooooh brisingr is real nice^^ i borrowed it from the library. djokovic is into finals with nadal(: okay i shall do my work now. :D

2009-04-17T18:49:00.003+08:00

haha council teachers interview next thursday. (: hope i speak well yeah! and dont make a fool out of myself in chinese. praying real hard that doesnt happen! (:

and federer LOST TO WAWRINKA HOW COULD HE!!?? 4-6, 5-7. OMG. what happened to him. i didnt even watch coz it was delayed then my parents and brother came homw then they watched tv so i couldnt watch. then i watched that 9pm drama. until san told me fed is losing. and i switch to that channel and federer is packing up coz it started raining again and they couldnt play, and the score wasnt good. yeah and i suppose they continued later on and he lost.

djokovic's leading 3-0 now(: against verdasco. and jolyn is real happy^^

i havent posted those unglam pix of the juniors yet HAHA. but im not so bad larh. i wont do such things. :D

the tennis meeting was in the heritage room! hahahahahhaaha. and then everyone was very unresponsive at first. the sec4s are encouraged to come back and help out(: haha.

mmm smbo duty was cool today! (: at first i was at the carpark lobby then i went to usher the students to lt1 mainly but also to the other venues. and then i went to the canteen for awhile with shanna. before we came back at about 3.45 to unwrap the food<333333333333 and we served it to them when the students came out. i was like squashed between gaoge and cheryl and i was supposed to give out the guotiao. its very very hard. and you cant do it too fast if not your hand will be very painful and the noodles will just drop everywhere. the teacher was still telling us, " 动作快一点!" aiyooos.

after they went in for another talk on why they should join ny ( :D ) we still had food left esp ONE WHOLE TRAY OF CHICKEN DRUMLETS WHOOTS.

but i didnt eat the chicken HAHAHAHAHAHA. i liked the samosas<333

when i did the sec4 ptm i went to get some leftover food but it was all gone! the cca ppl ate i think. haha. oh well. (: at least this time i got to eat! (:

and even i have to admit. djokovic is playing really really well. :D GO DJOKOVIC!

2009-04-16T10:23:00.003+08:00

my nicenice dedication(: nytennis sectwos09 <3

i vandalised my bottle with all the names of our juniors and seniors and of course us too! :D its real cool :D

(: HISTORY IS OVER(: BYEBYE HISTORY(: got back geog like immediately after history.

ahhh i got 23.5/25. sixian got the highest 25. idk if anyone got 24 :D

(: OKAY FEDERER IS PLAYING YET AGAIN TODAY, 2nd match of the day<333 against wawrinka. today i have to research for cme and do my zuowen >< sigh.

we're in the com lab for LA again, but mr chow aint here. again.

i got 32 for science, a bit disappointed coz could have got higher, but at least its A1 :D hahahahahahahaha.

(: whooooo~

2009-04-15T10:42:00.003+08:00

sigh. there's bio quiz later, i havent read the notes yet >< it's LA now. we're in the comlab3<33333 and we're hiding in the corner(: hahaha. yeeteng is a crazy wordchallenge person, tasha is an ANTM fanatic, cheryl choo is a blogger, and im a federer fan<3333 (: federer's against seppi today<33 2nd match of the day(:

im not going for french today i guess. im going to die for history and for the past few days when i got home my nose became super blocked. and its super hard to breathe ><

YAY we're giving out kindess balloons during lunch<3 (: ahha i hope ppl take them. someone said they just throw it away. ><

my schedule is superpacked from now till week10. have project on sunday, need to research for cme, do my zuowen on thursday, go to the library to return books at west mall.... once history is over it'lll be fine :D

we ran 2 rounds around the school today, my timing was 8.52 i think.... have to improve if not i'll forever be stuck at a c grade for 2.4km. and i skipped with the sec1s<333 LA SIA ): dawwwww.

dawwww.

dawwww..

dawwww...

sighsighsigh. what the the difficulties faced by a resident? (in this case JWW Birch)
little help from the british govt
difficulty persuading the malay sultan ahnd chiefs to change and learn new ways of govt
no specific guidelines given to him to help him achieve his aims
not give much power and not police force and army support.

phew.

whoooots! (: federerererererererererererererererererererererererererererererererer.

choochoo how dare you curse my federer! D<

music later. hopeless. (:

there's an obscene video of djokovic on gototennisblog.com OF COURSE I DIDNT WATCT IT. i only read fed's montecarlo interview and the news THAT RODDICK IS GETTING MARRIED TOO ZOMG. why is everyone getting married.

ooooh i want to watch 17 again after exams(: yeeteng is still playing wordchallenge
-.-" aiyos. current score is 10025. woah. my best score is lower than that. okayyy the bell rang and its music. (: sanandi. xD xD xD fed<3

fed ♥

2009-04-12T16:49:00.002+08:00

federer update! (: he's playing on wednesday for the montecarlo rolex masters. and he married mirka! (: ♥ so cute! (: and im done with a really bad cold now ): keep sneezing >< dawwwwwww. mmmmmmmmm. idk if i'll run tmrw if this keeps up. ): there's physical too, hope i get well soon, i dont want to sit out and then not get used to it again when i start. (: i watched I, Robot :D its real nice yeah! (: haha you know i cant type emo posts. they seem very fake to me. idk why. (: i cant stay sad/mad for long. total waste of time! (: its good to be happy = more productive. (:

):

2009-04-11T18:38:00.002+08:00

mmm oops i dont think federer is playing the first round, normally he doesnt. ): and im procrastinating now. ): i cant study history ): i hate history ): sighsighsigh. ): i hope i dont do badly for thursday's. ):

2009-04-11T00:32:00.002+08:00

sometimes i just wish you'll notice me. you destroyed me, but hope kept me going. and so i'll always be there, waiting. and so when that day comes, i hope i'll see what you really think. then everything would have been worth it.

youneverknew.

exam blues :X

2009-04-11T00:17:00.002+08:00

daww. history's next. i cant memorise a single thing. ): and worse. im directing traffic for smbo psl duty. CAN YOU SEE ME DIRECTING TRAFFIC. im too short! ): i think i'll only get burnt ): butbutbut. FEDERER! he accepted a wildcard into montecarlo! (: YAY. and it starts on monday, 4.30pm-12.30am. i'll rush home straight after trg(: ahahahahaha. by now you would have thought the fed craze would have worn out right? ^^ but it hasnt(: and i cannot imagine 5rounds of quad a week, plus intensive pt on thursday = suicides, 5rounds4stations/runningaroundsch, skipping, pushups/situps/pullups....... HAHA but burpies are banned wheee~ jolyn and munning are glad physical's back :O when we have a day of b div trg idk what's it gonna be like. sigh. we're getting chem papers back next week! geog wont be for another 2 weeks mr tan hasnt marked them yet i suppose ): and TKAM. wont be back so soon. (: i shall run around the school on monday morning. but i dont want to run that much if we're doing quad during trg. ah well(: tennis isnt tennis without physical! (:

2009-03-14T23:31:00.002+08:00

we lost today, san and i. but we are happy we played well. :D okay larisa, do your best for tmrw! (: know you can do it darr. and gao and iffie and shanna and gwen and JP and amandatang all the best too! (:

2009-03-13T21:02:00.002+08:00

ahh i guess its the end of the journey for us then. unless stc beats ij, and then we have the best scores. which realistically, isnt really possible. but dont dwell on it. im sad this ends here. larisa played well today. gwen too, even if she didnt win. jamiephua and amanda, dont blame yourselves. and. iffera you rock. (: ours was the deciding match. and we lost 4-9. god. if we won, we would have a chance to go for semis. sorry guys. i didnt think it wld turn out like that. yeah, but im not sad. coz i think i played well today. at least better than the match with stc which i played like REAL BAD. sorry larisa. we dashed your hopes of a medal. of the team. shanna shld have played, she is good! (: but then she was sick. gah. nvm. tmrw i must win my spex doubles, so i can meet kaili and larisa with san! ahh i must be insane. (:

2009-03-12T19:03:00.002+08:00

(: ahh we didnt do the TKAM thing 2dae. (: its tmrw! im gonna annotate it and prepare now so byebye. (: wont be going online any more for today. mockingbird here i come! (:

2009-03-11T17:35:00.001+08:00

AHHHHH FEDERER IS PLAYING TMRW OR ON FRIDAY! (: YAYAYAYAYAY. I MISS YOU SO MUCH FED! (: <3 YOU! :D

2009-03-11T17:26:00.002+08:00

its okay people! :D dont be sad! y'll did your best! (: larisa, have confidence in yourself! gwen, you did great today, play even better on friday! gaoge+iffera, congrats on your first time playing! (: improve your game and you will do even better! qisan+amanda, dont worry about 2dae, just concentrate on friday's match, and jamiephua, JIAYOU!

:DDDDDDD yay. ahh just play better on friday! we can do it!

-.- TKAM essay tmr. and a possible math SIA interview. gah. and trg with no pt! (: hahahahahas.

2009-03-10T20:45:00.001+08:00

ahh. today was a mixed day. it was seriously very bad in the morn :/ anw, i had a fever/headache/cough/flu today. and i had french controle aft sch(: YAY its over at last(: okay i think im fine now. yeap. tmr is the match! :D hahahas. idk if i can play, if i feel better i might. :D okay. shall do home econs research now. (:

2009-03-08T18:15:00.002+08:00

hahahahahas i am so happyyyy. i managed to go online(: at the hospital! (: using wireless@SG. hahahahahahahas. yay. :D i shall describe the day's events. (:

~7.45am

i went to climb bukit timah hill. crazy eh? idk why i did it. umm coz my aunt invited me i guess. and it was her b'dae. so before 8am on a SUNDAY MORNING i was stuck at the carpark at the base of the hill. it was so crowded. no place to park. and this car kept pressing the horn. so annoying. so anw, my dad found a parking lot, and my aunt arrived with my cousin, uncle and grandma. and so, we started the trek up the hill. okay i gotta admit. the first 200m? was very bad. it was extremely steep. i felt the strain on my calves, and i felt as though i was doing quadrangle (: only worse. hahahahas. okay this is boring. yadda yadda climb climb stop rest eat breakfast continueup reach summit YAY. my brother wanted to play badminton at the summit with my dad, and then the shuttlecock landed in this restricted area, with like high fence and barbed wire. HAHAHAHAHAHAS. wheeeeee~

okay.

~11am

tennis~ at keppel club. (: yay. i did like volleys? and rallied with my coach(: hahahas. i hope i play well and FOCUS(LARISATAN YOU DIDNT HAVE TO BLOG THAT WE COULD HAVE WON 4-1 BUT THE DOUBLES DIDNT FOCUS!). i hope ppl come to support! oh wait. nononononono. it'll be too embarassing if well, ...... >< ahh cant think of negative things! must be happy!

i have been trying real hard to read my chinese book for chinese SIA. it is kinda interesting actually! (: no trg tmr(; YAY i can rest. (: federer ily <3 :D awww. djo lost to ferrer ytd, and then tipsarevic lost to nadal. i dont think serbia has a chance this year. spain will probably defend its title. omg. i havent seen fed on tv in years! okay weeks. (: I MISS MY FEDERER!

umm. yeah. i am really nervous for the RG match. i dont wanna play badly. :( haiz. amanda yap i hope i can partner you for upcoming matches! (: yay.

and. yeah. everything is like fine now.(: except that i realised i missed the awards ceremony rehearsal last thurs! OOPS. theni called eunice and cheryl and they both missed it too. so i shall hv to look for mrs wong or mr lim kok boon on tue. SIGH. i have to take bus with gao and mandy to MOELC bishan for the controle. >< awwwwws. sad.

jolyn. i hope you're okay. talk things out with her okay? love you <3 (:

nytennis c div. jiayous for RG match on wed! (: wheeeeeeeeeeee~

2009-03-07T12:39:00.002+08:00

hahas, i slept for like 12 hours ytd/2dae. (: im refeshed and ready for the upcoming RG match/ french exam. (: hahas. hmm. im glad everyone is back from camp! (: i shall do french 2dae. (: there's no trg on monday(: so i can rest at home. (: smile smile smile. i feel so optimistic now(: hmm. yeap. you must have the courage to stand up again, after falling(: hahas. recently i have been very philosophical, idk why. maybe that'll be my career next time(: nah, i wanna be a psychologist(: hahas. but now the most impt thing is blocks, and tennis comps(: so FOCUS! i know we can reach semis(: okay. im glad tricia aint sad anymore(: it makes san and me sad D: and our jerseys and skirt rock! (: black and red is one cool combination! (: nytennis c div, i know the RG match aint gonna be easy, but we have to put in our 100%, and regardless of the outcome, we know that we have tried our best(: so. im waiting for wed to come(:

2009-03-06T20:23:00.002+08:00

hahs. today gwen and i lost. but im not gonna dwell over it. for you have to look forward to the future, coz life has much more to offer to you. never dwell on the past, coz it'll just be wasting ur precious time, time where you can be out there doing greater things that don't limit ur abilities and potential. don't ever be sad. life's too short for you to be sad! take everything that life offers you in your stride, so you can take the oppotunity to excel and improve urself. BELIEVE IN YOURSELF. don't take into account what others say! sticks and stones can hurt your bones, but words NEVER WILL. have faith in you. (: SMILE! never frown. make the most of your life! each failure, if you call it that, is one step closer to success! Nobody can succeed without failing! :D dont regret. even if you do(: ha this is confusing, but the point is, you've done all you could. so now focus on the future! :D everyone has a bright future waiting ahead of them. so let's do our best, nytennis c div 09, and make this year and comp a memorable one! :D

larisatan, shannachua, jamiephua, gwenchee, amandatang, jamieseah, chuaqisan, gaoge, ifferang, shannonsim, amandayap, deniselee, NYTENNIS C DIV 09!~

2009-03-05T20:46:00.002+08:00

hahas. XD thanks again gao. (: OMG COMPS ARE LIKE TMR!!!!! i am so nervous. god. i hope we win. we will! HAHAS. COME ON NYTENNIS C DIV! WE CAN DO IT! hahas. jolyn is coming down to support us! YAY. (: hahas. lol. im gonna be a bundle of nerves tmrw. >< hahas. currently there are only 6 people online. so pathetic. everyone is at camp watching the LEADERSHIP MOVIE IN THE AUDI NOW! SO SAD I CANT GO >< ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ okay. i shall go umm, continue memorising geog? idk. lol i dont feel like revising french. je n'aime pas des controles! im too lazy to add the accents :( sorry. hahas.

2009-03-05T20:40:00.003+08:00

THIS IS A TRIBUTE TO GAOGE.

i love gaoge, because:
- you are so understanding(:
- you helped me a lot(:
- you sacrificed your pride for me(:
- you don't mind me talking to you about that(:
- you don't criticise me for whining(:
- you make me laugh(:
- you are absolutely wonderful!

I LOVE YOU GAOGE. <33333!!!!!!!!

2009-03-05T15:16:00.000+08:00

Hey Roger, I've always wondered how many racquets you use in a normal tennis season.

I use around 60 frames and do around 600-700 restrings a year.

Do you have a personal stringer or do you find one when you get to the tournament?

I have a personal stringer.

http://www.rogerfederer.com/en/fanzone/askroger/index.cfm?uCategoryID=3

(: FEDERER IS RICH. YEAH. :D

2009-03-05T15:06:00.002+08:00

(: trg was nice today. we did this weird pt. like running up and down the stairs. at the audi. 4 times. HAHA. so funny. it didnt feel like quad. except. it did. :D hahas. wheeeeeee. i play doubles? yeah. with amanda yap and jamie phua. (: i lost to LARISA AND SHANNA. and me and amanda yap had to do 30 SITUPS AND BURPIES! >< my back hurt like hell. >< haiz. so sad. but then i ran for the short balls. which every1 keeps hitting to me! my legs are wearing and tearing okay. i cant keep sprinting like that. i was like standing, 4 feet behind the baseline? COZ I DIDNT WANT TO HIT DEEP BALLS SO IN THE COURT. THEN PPL HIT SHORT BALLS TO ME -.- sad. and then. LARISA HIT THE BALL AT AMANDA YAP WHO WAS STANDING NEAR THE NET, AND IT HIT HER ARM! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hmm. yeah. so the stc match is tmr. i hope we win! :D i found some sad songs for the blog. beautiful is kinda sad. yeap. and apologise is like my life written into a song. kinda(: hahas. i wanna watch a movie! :D like marley and me. :D before exams. they last like 2 months OKAY. (: i finally gave jolyn her present today. (: hahas.

2009-03-04T20:58:00.002+08:00

since i have like nth to do now. i shall just pour out what i havent been saying. sigh. i seriously think im irritating. even i myself think that, she must too. sigh sigh sigh. idk how to turn this around. like everytime i think that everything is alright, some other though pops up in my head. and says, "hey look at this. you missed this out." and then i will be all emo. >< this is seriously killing me okay. my emotions are like up one moment and very down the next. im like a rollercoaster(: hahas. well actually im a lightbulb. coz i try so hard to encourage ppl(: hahas. and brighten up their lives hopefully. but not for her case. >< hahs. but i realised if i do math i cant think of anything else. so i will do math for the next few days, non-stop. hahas. then i wont be able to think of anything else, yeahs(: that'l be nice. so i can give my head a break.

2009-03-04T20:40:00.003+08:00

i think i'll just be content being your cousin. i dont want to be anything else. partly because. when i wanted something more, it turned out very badly. so. i wont be it again. and second of all. i think you think im annoying. idk. but then again, its none of my business really. someone else is more real to me.

2009-03-04T19:40:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAS DID ANY1 WATCH? I SAW JOLYN! AND DANIELLE! AND I RECORDED IT DOWN(: YAYAYAYAYAY IM SO PROUD OF MYSELF. (:

2009-03-04T17:07:00.002+08:00

(: whee nice pix from the SAC(: hahas, gaoge and audrey will like these(:

2009-03-04T16:17:00.002+08:00

YAY i'm back to blogging again! LSC now. :DDDDD i dont have to go. YAY. hahas. umm. so many things happened these few days. or the past weeks. i was really sad at times. but qisan and larisa helped a lot(: thanks guys. i'll try not to dwell on the past. or the negative. i still treat her as my best senior. i hope she won't mind. we've been talking. but just not face-to-face. and i think things are gonna be alright. but you see. what you hope wont always come true. but keep hoping, and one day, things will get better. life is too short to dwell on sad things! hahas that has become my personal motto(: she taught me that too. and this incident has taught me a few things. for one, know the boundaries in relationships. hahas. im a HIGH C PERSON(: and then. one of the weaknesses of a high c person is not knowing the boundaries of a relationship. and. yeah. idk really. dont try to be too friendly. nice people dont always get nice things back. life's.....like that.
but hey! i think that after what happened, we kinda understand each other better. :D the SAC rocks btw. the scribblings on the wall are just so... meaningful. they bring back good memories. i rmb that amanda tang waS the one who first brought me here!thanks mandy(: and we played. umm. like sth we werent supposed to play. hahahahas. and im really really sad for the netballers. they trained so hard. especially lingting and liyi. dont be sad anymore guys. enjoy LSC! there's always next year! :D dont ever give up! hahas, and i think the seniors will do even better next year for b div comps! :D have faith that you will play well! :D
sigh. friday's the day of the STC match. i hope we play well! :D oh yeah. EVERYONE. TONIGHT. 7.30. CHANNEL 5. THE SCHOOL NATIONALS. I THINK THE SENIORS WILL BE ON TV! HAHAHAHAHAS. YAY! hahas audrey, i dont think every one of us will not watch it. :D dont worry, im sure all of you will look great! :D french controle 1 is next tuesday! OMG. i hope i do well. gaoge just told me that if the french marks arent helping in ur overall MSG, they wont be added in! :D wheeeeee. i'll never quit french, i want to speak to federer in french someday! hahahahhas. I LOVE FEDERER. I LOVE FEDERER. :D he is a professional linguist! german, swiss german, english and french! YAY. my fed is so smart! HAHAHAHAHAS. shanna and larisa are getting the jersey today. i hope its nice! and i love the adidas skirt! :D its so sexy. LOL. hahas. okay. i'll probably blog again later! :D

2008-11-22T20:53:00.001+08:00

im obsessed with blogskins.com today. have been checking the forums every 10 min to see if any1 replied to the thread i posted. so far, 3 blogskinners are going 2 NY. and ppl are promoting RG there too xD lol. reply to my thread! for fun. (is any1 going to ny/rg?) yeah. (:

its the weekends!

2008-11-22T11:43:00.002+08:00

thank gawd its the weekends. yesterday trg was very tiring too >.< the ball sprints and skipping. then match again. qisan, me against gaoge, iffera. then qisan, me against jamie phua and amanda. AND LARISA SORRY I POSTED THE WRONG EMAIL, ITS seahjamie18@hotmail.com so you can invite me now(: not going 4 trg on monday, have the age-grp tournament. hope i dont play badly. i dont mind losing, but i dont wanna lose in an embarassing way, like missing every ball or hitting the ball out of the fence or sth. eek!

2008-11-20T19:04:00.002+08:00

yay! the top psle scorer is from nyps(: training was so tiring today. we did quadrangle and skipping, followed by sprints. this time the sprints were much harder-like shuttle-run. anw, we rallied around 4 awhile, then we played match. qisan and i against iffera and gaoge. the 2nd match was against amanda(singles). it was extremely tiring, and i was exhausted after the 2nd game. phew. glad that's over. trainig again tmr- the 5 rounds, 4 stations thingy again. sigh. still hv holiday hw 2 do......

2008-11-19T14:48:00.002+08:00

whee! we did the 5 rounds around the court plus 4 stations thingy, followed by sprints. it was really tiring today coz coach made us do like 20 of each item, and the burpies were so painful for me. then we played match(: iffera and i defeated gwen and amanda(rematch). then qisan and i lost 2 lala and shannon, so we did 50 push-ups and 50 sit-ups. THEN coach made me play with rebecca against gwen and shanna and we lost, so i had to do the push-ups and sit-ups again >.< seahjamie@hotmail.com so dont pretend to not noe it. INVITE MOI! thnx(:

2008-11-18T20:42:00.002+08:00

okayyy, ur probably not gonna hear from me 4 awhile, while i painfully try to finish up my holiday hw. okayyyy again. tennis tmr- drills and stuff. im awfully sad that tuesday has passed so fast- is passing i mean. AWW, GREAT NEWS! the first tennis comp of 2009 is from 5-11 january I HOPE 2 SEE DJOKOVIC AND FEDERER THERE! although larisa didnt invite me, im still gonna link her- i hope u read this larisa, and understand what a true, kind, sincere friend i am. (: lol.